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Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
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UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older

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    back in sg
    Wednesday, November 28, 2007
    its been a long 2 plus weeks away from sg

    excercise in thailand is over

    a very memorable experience
    both the good
    the bad
    the crazy

    navigation ex
    demolition
    finale ex

    in the rural areas of thailand
    really different feel from sg
    u have to be there to experience it

    cows in the farms
    friendly villagers
    the all too sharp ninja bikes
    professional thai army personnel

    the freaky weather
    rain stop rain stop rain stop
    cold hot cold hot cold hot

    the canteen after the finale ex
    ice cream ice cream
    food glorious canteen food

    r and r was ok
    nice visiting the snake and croco farm
    roadside foodstalls serving up yummy treats


    u get the see all sides of ur platoonmates
    the garang
    the slack
    the wacky
    the intellectual
    the wtf!!

    i cannot go into details........... for u noe who is watching
    the powerful oranisaition

    to pl9
    cheers guys
    ord is just 2-3 months away
    its been a long ride but we made it through in one piece

    now have to settle the offs and leaves




    -with great tenacity and preserverance we will make it-
    pl9's most intellectually gifted person


    7:35:00 PM


    SLeepless in sg
    Monday, November 12, 2007
    just several hours later
    its time to head to thailand

    the feeling of sianess is slapping me in the face now
    on one hand i want to sleep
    and get good rest

    on the other hand
    its the irrational fear of waking up then realising its the day that everything for the past few months revolved around
    training for it
    all the prep

    its times like these that u want to freeze time

    when was the last time i got such intense feeling of siansation
    even worse than before going for local excercises

    060406
    just one day before enlistment
    i feel similar to that exact same day

    the difference is one year and 7 months have passed

    just 3 more months to go..........

    after i come back from thailand
    its close to 2 months more to pinky ic
    yes

    over the weekend met up with my friend whose just entered the army
    watched the movie bee movie
    nice show
    though its rather short
    makes u think about bees in different light

    have been watching this new anime series
    mobile suit gundam 00
    very nice show
    the scenario is a a plausible one
    earth running out of fossil fuels
    resorting to solar energy
    countries warring for control of natural resources

    the last time i watched gundam series was like erm in j2
    seed destiny
    didnt watch all of stargazer

    u noe what they say
    time passes too fast when u dont want it to
    and passes too slow when u want it to go faster
    ironic eh

    until the 28th nov

    chronicles of confusedboi in thailand will be reported

    transformers roll out


    1:06:00 AM


    3 More months
    Wednesday, November 07, 2007
    its just a couple of days before i head off to thailand for overseas excercise
    past few weeks have been rather packed at times
    slack at others
    had 24 click route march last thurday/ friday
    first time marching round public areas
    hehe yishun dam
    hangout for chiongsters to drag ur cars/bikes
    suprisingly got lots of peeps even at 2-3 am

    finished in the morning
    totally zonked out
    still got other stuff to do in the afternoon
    only konked out at nite

    this week is a melachonly of emotions for me
    i feel so darn out of control of my feelings
    swirling of tempers
    and outbursts of anger
    it doesnt help that i got down with the flu bug again

    this is extremely irritating having ur nose run like a hose
    it doesnt help that lack of sleep plus irritations shortens my tolerance level
    ugh
    i feel so emo............

    its the last few days before etep
    ure supposed to enjoy urself before u go
    now have to recuperate

    to make matters worse

    training programme for dec and jan
    still got things to do

    yeah dec was expected
    but jan was totally not


    come back from siam on 28th of nov wee hours
    go back to camp on 30th

    thats fine with me

    guard duty on 2nd dec >_<

    i really hope they dun eat our off
    let us clear our leave and off so that we can ord in peace in feb/march next year

    u noe the feeling of after ur final exam
    still got post exam activities

    the difference is that these post exam activities aint ur definition of fun
    more like manual labour

    i feel i must apologise to some people like yaofeng
    sorry pal
    its not that i want to feel so emo
    its just i dont feel so good this week
    not with my health in poor shape......
    i should be more careful with what i do too

    frankly speaking
    since the past few months
    i have lost sense of the purpose of training just for evaluation
    is there ani purpose??
    no motivation

    u noe i read in a book
    that the word i is used so darn frequently
    haha this is so true

    u noe what the book is

    how to make friends and influence people

    up to now i havent read finish it

    and i find it hard to apply what is written

    like keep refering people by their nicknames
    instead of their first names


    monster
    cheeky
    sexy lady
    iron man
    big head
    wee wee
    mr choo

    i need to go to bed soon
    eat my medicine and sleep well
    nitez


    10:14:00 PM